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This track is powerful and many of us can relate. Ever sat there feeling worthless and shit, bringing everyone down around you? Can you shake that feeling like you wanna end it all?

Cause maybe all it takes is the right one to save you. Take the gun from your hand and put a light in your heart. Make you realize you don't wanna kill yourself

At all at all at all at all...

Lyrics:

I'm like fuck this town and like everyone in it,

I know I said I would but you pressured me to it,

as months pass by and you hate me more

guess i learned to sleep on the kitchen floor

Screaming why you only like me when I’m drunk

maybe because it’s the only time I feel like I’m enough

I could lift the fucking lid off of my brain and spill my guts

and a billion little thoughts would choke the air out of my lungs

thinking bout these

Moral fits, having kids, kissing every toilet lid

I’m a mess your caress only thing that helps me rest

I’ve been stressed you been saying I should see a therapist

I’ve been saying maybe I just need some fucking rest

Cause

I don’t think I wanna be here at all at all at all at all

I don’t wanna be here at all at all at all at all

Two hearts in the rearview mirror

and now my rubber chicken neck is stretching over the years

I’m looking back on all the times would I face my fear

or would I set it all on fire with the love and the pills

All the love lost

and the pain caused

with my grams gone

and my brain fogged

I’m so withdrawn

and I miss mom

My friends will spread the love and the peace

maybe I should find a little in me

But would my family take me back and would they get my loss,

would they help me be better man forget my past

would I ever shake the feeling I should end it all

with a single fucking bullet right to my skull

No more nicotine queens and 40 mil beans

spending nights just capping on screens to feel more seen

I made a lying routine to all my queens

told em I was in love to feel something but

I don’t think I wanna be here at all at all at all at all

I don’t wanna be here at all at all at all at all

You pulled the gun from my hand

put the light in my heart

showed me I had a friend

you made me wanna find god

you tore the roof off of me

you helped me look for help

you made me realize that I don’t wanna kill myself

at all at all at all at all at all at at all at all at all at all

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