So do I, but you have the look of the painter which is like the hunter's eye, where people sees a portrait you are looking shapes, textures, colours, proportions, shadows, light spots...
But I understand you, sometimes I'm tempted to write some thoughts and reflections, sometimes I did as an answer to some post where I can smell greed and mean by having a few sats having the hope that fiat falls and bitcoin reach millons and millions but that will be a kind of hell on earth where people will lose their jobs and homes, food will turn very expensive and the weakest among the humans will be the first to fall.
I hope to be death when that happen, even having a good amount of sats, because there will be so much pain all everywhere.