Your roots are drying out. Stop using artificial fertilizers. Only your native soil will help you to bloom.
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I am native to mother earth. (But here I am speaking about a soil jar my medicine had me collect some years ago from the banks of the river in my grandparents village I used to have sit on my altar when I had a home and put some on my head sometimes). https://video.nostr.build/7e981fe6b418dc26d1efbc35c1081923639abe267c43eedb0a7f7c2cb494b16b.mp4
medicine woman elder*