Something inside me is awake all the time. I can't sleep, I can't rest, I'm on fire... I'm searching for something... Maybe for progress... Maybe for purpose... Maybe for greatness... It is an unstoppable thirst... Pushing my limits... Chasing discomfort and pain... Nothing interests me anymore... Pleasure and fun are useless... meaningless... boring. Performance, efficiency, success... these are what I crave... https://video.nostr.build/105e4d3b75e4167abd91081ef6571c80eb08df192d5a41fae75c71c978349bcb.mp4