I have been alone all my life. And I am ok with it. Everything in my house, from floor, to smells to painting, even ekectricity, I dudcit, akone. My father call me a little "master" lol (asking, "how could you do it ?!) As a human, I would love to experience a romantic recíprocal love, something I have never experienced. It's natural for me to want to experience it. I have love and experience love in many forms, and grateful I am. Except in a romantic sence.