I actually wasn’t taught it, at least not in a conventional sense. I sought out the truth, largely because of bitcoin actually. I thank God’s grace.
It seems we have different definitions of “god”. I am referencing the Christian God but if you were to abstract it further, it would be akin to the Neoplatonic conception of “The One”. Aquinas uses descriptions such as “Prime Mover”, “First Cause”, “Non Contingent Being”, etc. None of those descriptions could possibly apply to more than one being.
It seems for you, the equivalent of that wouldn’t be an individual but maybe space and time (what I would call creation). But you say to find time other than in my imagination, I’m not sure if you’re suggesting time does not exist in objective reality. However, I do agree with the sentiment that we should find a way to be holy and sanctify the present instead of worrying about the past or future.