sorry but this was awfully written, I'm super confused
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when you are used to having a watch and want to know the time, you just check your wrist. and you continue to do that even if you don't have them anymore.
when you get used to that you don't have them you start to use your inner sense for time.
I tried to describe the feeling when you look at your watch and ignore it, because you expect it not to be there...
I see it now, thanks
it was too subtle, I didn't expect it but now I appreciate it