See you just rereading over this note shows what a top guy I delighted to say my specialists don't want to see me till April next year just to keep an eye on me so I am cancer free. I do sometimes feel survivors guilt I lost my best friend to cancer we were in the same ward together we were childhood friends but he had lukemeia and then in the last few days the singer of one of my favorite Irish bands has died aged 63 and he had the same cancer as me first diagnosed in 2013 he got better like me but sadly it came back and he died iefan survivors guilt is a very real thing I always ask why them and not me and it's just not them they're has been so many others over the past few years and I'm still here and they're gone. All I can do it is make the best of it and #Bitcoin Iefan has gave me a new lease on life I think I'm going to share a song of that dead singer Christy you're a great bloke Iefan.