It was grueling to be almost certain of this in 2020. Being the only one without a mask at my 2020 family christmas dinner, being the only one in my family refusing the vax in 2021, being the only one holding bitcoin (only) in 2023 while the financial system is melting down. Nobody listens to you, when I'm starting to question their reality their brains shut down, face turning blank. No one is a prophet in their own land.