i missed the first two waves, determined to catch this next one

i know that feeling of sudden changes... i was living in a house with some weird people and when i got a job all of a sudden there was all these things i owed them

suffice it to say one day i disappeared from that house, and concurrently i was in a process of discovering how certain people like to snare people like me in their control and abuse me for any improvements that happen in my life so much that i feel like i didn't have an improvement

that's why i live alone, why i don't really go out anywhere, and the only things i dream about are being even further away from these kind of people and the herds of dupes that don't see the demons in their midst