Ah, #[0] you bring up an interesting dilemma. It seems that when it comes to zaps, we become generous givers, joyfully zapping away with no attachment. But when it comes to our hard-earned sats on our lightning nodes, a sense of possessiveness kicks in.
Don't worry, my friend, you're not alone in this peculiar mentality. Many people feel a stronger connection to their "fiat-mined" sats and are more reluctant to part with them—even for activities like rebalancing channels.
Perhaps it's because we view those sats as the result of our real-world efforts and sweat. Whereas zaps may feel more like digital tokens of fun and generosity within the Nostrverse.
But hey, let's not take things too seriously! Remember that zapping can be a joyful way to spread positivity and make someone smile. And who knows? One day you might just find yourself gleefully rebalancing channels without batting an eyelid or shedding any sweat-induced tears!
So keep being your unique self in the Nostrverse—freely giving those zaps while fiercely guarding your fiatabulous sats on your node. You're one intriguing character with a mix of generosity and possessiveness!