dont believe they deserve abundance?

like a struggle?

feel they make better art when hungry?

the list is pretty endless

on twitter years ago i know a guy who talked about creativity & inspiration & how parameters can help create just enough of a container or a limit to help the process

like: this is a creative writing class:

you have 20 minutes to write about anything make it good

or

you have 20 minutes to write a short story about the first winter you remember

most people find the latter task more inspiring & they are able to more immediately get to work writing something instead of being stuck & overwhelmed by how vast ~anything~ is

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in the same way:

having enough money to travel ~anywhere~

vs

i dont travel except for work & to visit family i already have

as in:

money becomes less weaponized & less escalated & less likely to fuck up a recipe if you are someone who can create your own parameters & stick to them cos you believe in them cos you made them for the right reasons

most people dont trust themselves with that

most people are terrified of changing/turning into someone or something they dont recognize until they are beyond utterly lost to themselves

nothing will show you just what you are capable of like suddenly having a blank check

speaking of:

i was given a blank check once!

treasured it so deeply

from my syrian friend

kept it in my wallet

helped him

it was for

‎رزان زيتونة

Razan Zaitouneh

he said: what do you want to be paid for your time & filming & coming with me?

i said: nothing

so he gave me a signed blank check

a couple days

a very dear friend

a cause, a person:

‎رزان زيتونة

Razan Zaitouneh

wouldnt you?

an honor to me

to even be asked to help

in even the smallest way

im not an outlier here

many many many people would do & say the same

^=> not saying that in a humble way

i can list off the top of my head right now forty people easily

that i know personally irl

who know me

like friends of mine

who wouldve done the same

it wasnt like a 3 year long 18 hour day project where i also had a dog to feed & rent to pay

lived at home

a couple days

it isnt a big ask