The hardest thing for me to wrap my brain around is how I do believe in morality and so called right and wrong and even order to some extent without calling myself a Christian, most of my life I've always had the mind set that it doesn't really matter rather a god exists or doesn't exist because if you are a good person there is no worry. But what is a good person? Well, in my take its a moral person. Well, that brings the next question, what are morals? And regardless of my mental gymnastics I try to play I can't seem to find anyway logical to find what morality is without coming to Judeo-Christian values. I'm still not professing belief in anything, I'm also not denying anything. Just explaining my current mentality I suppose.