Eternal sunshine was a good movie! I’m glad you changed your mind. I think gratitude is a great way to balance our sadness. If you could relive those years of your life, would you still want to meet Ollie? I think you still would and that answer alone means that it’s worth it. The experience and the memories🫂

I also would be surprised if he didn’t already know you loved him. But even if he didn’t know, you know that you do love him and you continue to honor him. I heard once that most people get more flowers on the day of their funeral than they do their entire life when they were alive. We’ve lost loved ones but we still have others we love and probably should spend more time telling them how much we love them❤️