Many hard conversations with the kids about society, law & order… I pray for the strength to find the right words when we talk about war… I fear letting them and you down by finding control under pressure - I’ve started ju-jitsu with a lad I know - because I’ve been scared for so long and because I’m so very angry about that I also pray you hold my body and my mind with you as one in life and into death - I will fight for you - I will fight for what I know is right - we are taking mum back and wo betide anyone who stands in our way….