The moment I realized that God was speaking to me through the dead Alan Watts, I stopped listening to him. Did you know that he was a Christian pastor before the journey into space? If you listen closely, he doesn’t lose touch with Christianity, and faith. Once, I was smoking, back when I was in space, and in that moment, he reprimanded me, for “rascality,” and at another time: “I always wait to see what you will do next…” God is everything in everything, and there’s no way to escape that fact. It’s just a loop, and almost, if not every man, is trying to justify, and look for ways to cheat Him.