I only can imagine how this feels. Nit know anyone who has that personally.

Generally i think life comes in waves for everyone 🌊

Yours seem to be shorter/faster and higher. Others may have their waves drawn out pretty long. But in the end i think their is no better or worse. Its like enjoying a pipe. Some ppl like to smoke it hot abd fast others do it slowly and just keep it smoking for a long time. Their is never the right way. There is always just your way. And you have to figure out how to play the cards you were dealt the best.

Unfortunately nobody can tell you and everyone has to find out on their own 😔🙏💜