Having second,third, forth thoughts of joining the Porcupines up in New Hampshire .

Should I stay or should I go

Try to complete the off grid journey where we are planted

We are in a red dot community (mostly)here in the Berkshires

More chickens and guns than people up here

A couple of freedom cells around me that seem active

Still the thought of trying to get far away from the global homo Marxist clown world is compelling

Russian , Hungarian, Indian visa?

Got two sons with kids who think I’m over preparing

But I would be leaving them high and dry , that’s not what a good man does

Maybe the best plan is to finish hardening my defenses by increasing my independence here

Have a little piece of property to bug out to in an emergency

And above all else be grateful everyday that we still have options and enough land right now to support ourselves and family

So fed up with the western world’s continued decline into this velvet lined trap , constantly buying the myth of a Caesar , might makes right , scapegoat othering , memetic desires etc

Ignorance is bliss !

I wish I could just take my soma, consume sportsball , own nothing and be happy

Then I get off my can , do something with my hands, breathe, and snap out of it

#grownostr #globalhomo #clownworld