Actually I was agnostic from about 20 years old until I was nearly 34.
Prior to 20, yes, I was immersed in one religious tradition but I stepped away from it in college.
From 34-38 I was still agnostic but I leaned deist. Now I am a perennialist.
Discussion
And what did you believe before 20?
That’s a complicated question.
A simpler question would be “What religious tradition were you raised with?”
Roman Catholic
Figured. It is brainwashing. It’s likely that you’re getting older. Seeing people around you die and being faced with your own mortality is a scary experience. Now you’re helplessly looking for answers and coming up with the most convoluted and illogical ones possible. Good luck to you.