Yes it is not a new 'dream' for me.

It started as a dream of being selfsustaining and free.

But soon I realized it is:

Expensive

Lots of rules, and obligations (like maintenance, border issues, harbor fees, shopping troubles, stuff breaking down, having to know everything, etc).

Nevertheless it is a dream I want to give a shot.

I know there will be things that are hard.

But not giving it a try is not an option right now.