You hit it on the head right there, im usually always very rebellious towards things like that and that where my head goes instantly. Its just i like to real “sub” about a lot of things and that is a big down fall of mine. I mean in the sense of limiting my capacity to explore, be open to more things when they start to totem. I never really set up camp and see what comes rather im always piloting into another plane to another place. Yeah ill take your words of advice and just run the course because i do actually enjoy a lot of people here, what they’re up to day to day and how their mind curates things to mine and i hope its mutual. Im still very young and love learning from others.