Then why can't I ever manage to provide enough value to live here?
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Maybe it's time to switch it up. Please know that there instead others dealing with way worse shit. It's all a matter of perspective and it is all temporary.
Would love to switch up chronic homelessness and working just to pay bills....
Name something. I've tried it....
Dont be a victim bro. Stand up and fight. Everyone is struggling in their own way. We are all in this together. For real, if you showed up at my place I would give you a place to stay, and put you to work. There are always options. Whatever you have tried is still less than 0.00000001% of the possible solutions. We live in a world of infinity.
Have you tried bufo? That'll shift your perspective real quick.
Try to find a charity that can help you get on your feet. Figure out what you really want and don't give up, you often need to develop a lot of special skills in an area to succeed in it.