>Would anyone know what would help me best

If you gouge out someone's eyes, they cannot see.

If you do jewish body horror surgery and remove all the nerve endings and such, you cannot come.

The evil part of all this jew baph degeneracy I understand, but I am really understanding the mental illness part more each day.

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