i don't have a doll. i used to have a teddy bear ( actually a hippo ) when i was a little kid but my mother stole him and gave it as a present to another child. then my father threw out our cat. then he killed my sister. then i lost my GF because she was a cheating whore. i will never love anything again, not a pet, not a doll - nothing. because i have either lost everything i have ever loved or was betrayed by it.