Because I can be honest here in my rare seclusion?

It’s just been a terribly sad sad week.

Exhausting & Sad & today I saw my best friend’s mom but couldn’t bring myself to say hello & I couldn’t be more sad about this. I said hello to EVERYONE else because “ $ “ but I couldn’t say hello to her today because I’m not alright & how do you “hi how are you” to someone you love without breaking down & crying your face off?

I’m not alright… I never really was but this week was just the tops :.( . I don’t even want to boss up :,,,,,( I just wanted to survive.