Not having a #goodmorning Nostriches folks. Again a very expensive piece of gear in my studio breaks and I cannot even afford to replace it. Sad thing is that people consume music for I donnot lfree but we artists need to invest to create, I I was renewing self encouragement to step up in 202, have a calendar maybe even saving for a mini drone drone to step up in my videos which I never do because art does not oay my bills anymore (less with blooming AI) . But it seems I will have to replace broken gear instead and maybe downgrade just when I needed boosting myself. I dunno why I even post this, I will likely regret but been upset all morning. Guess I am going for chocolate and #coffeechain to fix this day

Just if you have a second I am glad if you follow me on Spotify or youtube. No, it does not pay for anything significantly but at least it helps to decide to be not sensible and buy that damn replacement to know you do not echo in silent halls.

My links linktr.ee/yidneth if someone cares

We artists also struggle to have to shout out about our work like a fruit market seller but we must to avoid the closk on invisibility

Ps. Trying to shake this feeling off atm

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Sorry for the typos, distress writing, probably will delete if that is even possible. Already regretted to post it

You are still here, you are alive and I assume also healthy, it is a good morning regardless of the situation. It is never easy but if you persist and work hard and smart, you will succeed! πŸΆπŸΎπŸ«‚β˜•οΈπŸ’œ

I fixed with some chocolate and coffee. Misbehaved today. Part of your assumption though us nor right which is key πŸ—οΈ as something limits my energy to face things atm but i have worked hard and persistent ly for two decades now, I will not give up and will continue so, but I do not believe it is a guarantee anymore and I do not mind anymore we have diwn days when we must face the reality of things and try our best with what we have. And I am alive, that is truth and the biggest miracle.

I didn’t assume a thing, I just gave you an advice, which ch you can take or discard. It’s good to hear that you feel better now, and I have no doubt that you are a hard working person. πŸΆπŸΎπŸ«‚πŸ€—

Please do not misunderstand me, I am geateful. I was just hinting subtly to the "I assume you are healthy" that sadly that has not been the case for a while. I was not nitpicking, but emotion does not translate well through text. Just did not wish to say it too openly but as it came out oddly wanted to explain. I am better and will be better (we work on it and we also have great adaptability) it is just a moment of my life when unexpected extras are a blow for me to handle. But this shall pass. I slready feel better after chocolate .

After it us up to us to make a challenge out of adversity.

GM βš‘β˜•πŸ§‘πŸ’œ

It will turn around

I think I needed to read that. Thank you