Man what the actual fuck am I doing wrong.

~3 moths of serious job serching and its been nothing but rejection after rejection. Starting to feel like im on a black list or something. Shit.

The times Ive gotten to the interview stage I havent gotten past the first call. Feels like ill forever be stuck in underpayed sysadmin hell at the curret shithole I work in.

Hell even on my small endeavor to do webdev for people has been nothing but a cycle people reaching out, saying they want work, then backing down or going radio silent after we work out a path forward.

Id go back to working in kitchens but the whole reason I got out was for a pay bump plus having access to "better than nothing" health care.

Im gonna keep doing my thing. Gonna keep searching and keeping what clients I do have happy but I guess waking up to 4 more rejection letters kinda got to me this morning.

/end rant.