Probably you wonder why I still want love, even after been gaslighted, abused several times...

Because, just because someone was Incapable of loving me, doesn't mean that someone out there will not love me properly. I won't give up just because it didn't work before. I think we come here to experience all kinds of love and I am on it. No matter what. A d, what doesn't kill you, gives you an immense strength and an awkward sense of humour 🤣🤣🤣