So, while I know this is likely a cry for attention more than a cry for help, there would absolutely be people that notice. The cashier at your corner store that you pop into on your way to work, your co-worker that is excited to see you walk in, your family, your neighbor's dog that you pet as you walk past, the guy that sees you on your way to or from work every day because you share a commute; you matter even when you don't notice. Others notice. Buck up, buttercup. It ain't all bad.