I hope you will never find this out, but there is a point where so many people have been so unjustly, unrealistically nasty that there is no point in trying to be reasonable anymore. Because if you've done that for decades and got decades of unjustified crap and you've accomplished something *despite* all the attacks, and you've tried for years to maintain peace and got kicked down for it consistently, it no longer serves a purpose to be nice.

I don't mean 'unjustified' as-in "I'm a nice guy, really" .. I mean 'unjustified' as-in 'they made up events that did not happen resulting in false accusations and decades of malicious actions, harassment and abuse based on nothing but bad assumptions'.

People have staged literally more than decade of bullshit that are complete lies. It reaches far beyond reason or humanity.