If you look back at the initiatives you took when you were younger, many of them seem foolish and obviously wrong in retrospect, you might even feel quite embarrassed by some of them; but that was also the only way, the only people who make no mistake are people who do nothing.
In doubt, when you feel stuck, choose the direction of what you fear (out of embarrassment, out of insecurity, out of awareness of your ignorance); that's usually how you will actually optimize your growth and unlock the more extraordinary timelines that you could live.
That's also therapy for your anxiety, it's much healthier to be wrong and move forward, than be neither right nor wrong but stuck in confusion.
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