I figured you had direct experience and I'm sorry for your losses as well. I think the only reason I haven't personally considered it is because I'm too busy trying to figure out what life even means in the first damn place.

Not to be flippant but I was just thinking that biology is decidedly suicidal: Other organisms are always trying to kill you and if they don't succeed then your own cells decide one day, "Yeah mother fucker. You're done."

Happy to tell both of them to go fuck themselves. If for no other reason than to gain that satisfaction.