Indeed, I'm happy to learn of your work and looking forward to getting some dialogue going on in regards to these topics.
Experienced something significant? Well, haven't we all, depending of course on what one considers significant and how they choose to respond to it.
In regards to uncertainty - yes, I believe there was one section ("Time, Space, Layers in All Systems") where I flat out said I was merely speculating, and in general I don't like to claim certainty on anything unless I've experienced it myself. On the fringes, I can be quite certain something is true when several trusted sources say the same thing AND it also aligns with whatever my a priori presuppositions are on the subject. But I don't trust the history books, in general, nor do I trust any singular guru or teacher or authority figure. Also, in general, I didn't have much proper writing experience under my belt when I wrote this. That's not to say I have a lot now, but a bit more, at least. The next version will probably be a little more polished in style in addition to substance, but I'm also always quite wary of editing my writings because it always feels like the first version is somehow more "pure" than the edited version. In any case, yes, I can certainly imagine talking about those subjects till the sun comes up as a quite probable possibility, haha.
In regards, to the toxicity, yea I would not expect anything else. I've a couple of thoughts on this, one pretty much echoing what you said: "The brighter the light, the darker the shadows," and: โThe messengers will likely be shot or shot at. Thatโs a risk weโre going to have to take.โ
Likewise!
Keep up the good work & peace! ๐๐ค