There are two versions inside me:
One, the previous me, a mediocre common boy, who seeks pleasure and comfort, avoids pain, wants rest, silently cries, trying to come up with excuses to go easy...
Another, the new me, exceptional antifragile man, who has purpose, is bored with comfort and seeks progress through pain, cheers every time he meets hardship and struggle, wants to conquer the world.
My reality and actions depend on which version of me is in control... 