To be fair, it was my first high speed malfunction. So while I did follow my emergency procedures (achieve stable body position, visually locate main cutaway handle, cut away main, locate reserve handle, deploy reserve, check undergarments for shit) I did throw away both handles. I didn’t have time to tuck them in my jumpsuit. Since I was so low, I ended up locating them ten feet apart next to this pig barn next to the DZ lol. Got my reserve repacked the same day and replaced it with a square reserve shortly afterwards.