TI Tip #Hacks
If you just can't take it anymore, I got there once, too. Here's the hack: DECIDE you are going to suicide (this relieves the pressure; you have some sense relief is coming (through death)). THEN:
Decide you'll hang around ... and make them visit to murder you. :)
Worked for me, for six whole days until the SAS lads could get back in touch. Six days past dead = DO IT IF NEEDS BE.