I gotta agree with nostr:npub1fjqqy4a93z5zsjwsfxqhc2764kvykfdyttvldkkkdera8dr78vhsmmleku , I use to shoot meth (5years sober now) and NEVER got sleepy like I do with amphetamine salts/adderall.
I usually take the adderall, take a nap, and then I wake up able to do anything and everything.
Even when I’ve drank an energy drink like monster or red Bull I get sleepy soon after.
The dopamine in my brain craves the overstimulation because of my nervous system is use to trauma.
If I only take a Xanax, I’m able to stay awake my anxiety is just dramatically reduced but I’m not productive in the ways I need to be.
hah yeah xanax is so stupifying, i mean, seriously, i've watched people on high doses of diazepam and nitrazepam but one xanny is like eating 5 yellow diazepam
certainly you have no anxiety but probably you will do nothing or at least not remember if you did anyway
and yeah, i haven't actually taken adderall, only varying grades of european amphetamine paste
I’m on 3mgs of Xanax a day now, it use to be 4 but it had been so long since I wasn’t on my meds my doctor lowered my dosage for now.
Even if I took them all at once I still remember everything lmao. (If I take nothing at all, I can’t remember a damn thing, hence the need for meds)
I don’t really get fucked up like other people do that’s why I never understood the “xandemic” here in the states.
Amphetamine paste? Is it like an actual paste you squeeze out of a tube? Or do you mix it? I’m so curious now lol I gotta do some research.
amphetamine sulfate - it doesn't realy crystallise very well, at best it can be dried to a faintly yellowish, sweet smelling powder, most of the street amphetamine in europe comes in zip-loc bags or similar full of this damp off-white paste that usually people will then smear onto a mirror and agitate it, maybe hairdrier or something, until it is dry enough that you can sniff it
i'm sure taht if you took 10mg of xanax you'd be off with the fairies but i'm not used to these things and i took a single bar and drank a few vodka mixers and the night was a blur, and it really wasn't repeatable, i was completely vulnerable, and even though i didn't feel it, i knew it
gotta be careful with the whole family of diazepines tho... really bad to run out suddenly, and lowering the dose can be quite unpleasant, you literally have like epileptic fits, i've heard some nasty stories from junkies i knew over the years trying to use it to get through withdrawal and then - this one guy, he was stuck on the diazepam and decided to stop and less than half a day later he had a fit, smashed his head on the front of a car, and he said "the irony was that i stopped using heroin so i didn't lose my teeth from" or something like that? maybe he was on methadone actually, idk
anyhow, yeah, the drug scenes and chemicals and forms of administration vary widely... australia it was meth and heroin and injection and lots of yellow and white diazepam and nitrazepam, in europe this amphetamine paste, and injecting heroin and a bit of ketamine and PCP here and there, lots of amphetamine paste in the UK
oof man, some bad memories
Bless🫂 Thank you for sharing your experience.
