It sounds like Jesus is calling you to Himself. Get a Bible and start reading. In the long run, it is important to fellowship with other believers and even to attend church, but churches are run by fallible humans and a lot of them are not very good at follow what God says about Himself. You can't know if you've found a good church if you don't know God's word, the Bible.

May the one and only God and Creator call you to Himself, show you the truth, and guide you life. May God bring Godly men and women to disciple you in the truth and guide you to His plan for you.