Look up the words consilience and pronoia. I'm saturated in consilience and pronoia. I don't even have to try anymore. Sources pop onto my radar and I look through them and they support the perspective my research has already distilled.

I may not be able to prove certain things but that doesn't mean I have nothing.

Then there's the unknown unknown part. You don't know what I've found. You have certain operating assumptions about how reality works and those assumptions do not account for the paranormal or the extraordinary. That's where your perspective is myopic. You don't know what you don't know and you're committed to remaining ignorant of what you don't know.