Exactly brother I had a breakdown not to long ago were I was mentally exhausted like you but I dealt with it in a negative way and ended up fighting for my life lucky the ambulance workers knew they're stuff or I was a gonner. But yes prayer is always there for us sometime we forget that is a tool in are armour. I hope you feel better soon buddy the one thing I will say tomorrow is another day get back into making you're tiktok videos they seem to make you happy, it's you're life your time brother do what makes you happy because were only on this earth for a blink of an eye so you do you William, godspeed 🙏✌️🤙💜