So have I, perhaps more than one should in this life time. Studied the subject for over 4 decades and learned that every 'ism', culture, or religion's mandate to exist is to help us transcend that moment.
Having read countless books and manuscripts there were only a handful that challenged my held assumptions and fears. Some for the better, others shook my soul undoing me, but through it all I found myself back where I started.
I have my top 5 books if interested, but recommend this book as a beginning...
