Its 753 am here. I been up for over 28 hrs. While I am glad I gave it up, I would love nothing more than a massive line of coke right now. Like a full gram, one shot.
...got my demons in check but I'm slowly losing grip...
#realtalk #randomthought
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Coke and alcohol are just stealing happiness from the future.
All the fun you get in the moment you pay 2x for tomorrow. Credit cards for the brain.
Stay with it brother 🫡🤙👊
28 h and you haven't done any yet..? 🤔
bc if you haven't, be strong think about the comedown suffering falling asleep etc. DON'T do it. if you have you fucked up bigtime bro
Not easy access (intentionally). Thats really my saving grace. If my dude was still my neighbor, ehhhhh😩
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The Struggle is real 😬
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But all growth is achieved through struggle...
No doubt about that at all. Cut open a cocoon, the newly formed butterfly will die. I have come to realize over the years that I had to not only cross the gates of 'hell', but get comfortable there, to truly start a correction course. And until that began, my advice to anyone was worthless
Difficulty sleeping?
Nah, just enjoying a Friday night (well now Sat morn)
Ah that’s cool then. Enjoy your weekend!
Yea Im just drunk and airing out some stress. Thanks for being at least seemingly concerned (if not genuinely), and you enjoy your weekend as well .🤘🫡🏴☠️🎉🎉🎉🎉
Sleep deprivation is no joke. That’s why I was asking. Take care of yourself 🫡🏴☠️
I worked overnight 12s for 7 yrs. Still havent fully recovered from that schedule🤷♂️🤣
I feel you. I know a lot of people who do shift work overnight. It’s hard on the system
The feeling will pass. ✊🏼
Dont be Schuuuuuuuuuuupid! 🤣😎
Lack of access these days thankfully
I think people who do it secretly want to die. Do you want to die?
I mean from logic stance. Thats shit is a poison and can kill you in a second. So the question is why would you want to die?! ✨️😎🤷♀️
Don’t negotiate with the terrorists living in your head - get outside and burn energy building something all day so you can hit the hay tired and proud to get through to the next night. You got this!
Im good now. Thank you. I just needed to vent and then think about how dumb it would be after looking at my words. 🙏🫡
Wow I live in a different world
Im not necessarily right in the head, so there always that 🤣🤷♂️🫡
Ouch that sounds stressful. Can you jump in a body of water somewhere!?