Sorry to hear it. But if I am to give my 1 pence. If you do not play their game then what does that hold for you?
If you stay, can you keep it together? Meaning would you join or would you stand up for your voice or can you afford to leave and change job?
I've been in the same shoe. I tried to make it worked but it was mentally and emotionally draining. So I left. I am aware not everyone can. But in order to stand up for yourself, as Jordan Peterson would put it - "get your act together" - so I did. I never turned my back again from the sh*t-show!
You got this and we are rooting for u! You got this! 💪