i feel u -

fixating on improving this world

leads to all types of Karens...

But motivation is key...

may all I do help others...

def don´t wanna be all self-absorbed - all ¨me & my life...

so, 3rd option is -

focus on helping others

By focusing on myself

but ya, like, HH dalai lama, said, -

real change is within,

leave the outside as it is...