imagine it being a good video call

imagine being so thoughtless as to end it saying lots of love talk soon

you fucking liar

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nothing on this entire earth can prevent me from deleting every photo on this phone

ive already reset my phone & lost years worth of pictures not backed up

i truly cannot comprehend you not comprehending how little i care about my own life in images or the words i make

where did this missing note go

where i said trust me i know im meaningless

cos i will write a fucking essay on how worthless

i am if another fucking note disappears

& then we can all read

how truly less than nothing at all i am

& we can all suffer that together

do ~not~ edit my shit

freedom of press

you absolute psychotic

worthless

meaningless

absolutely so devoid

of worth even unable

to buy an online yoga class

even one time

who was treated that way?

i was.

gillian.

unable to learn the name of your snake when i asked on st patrick's day

the snake you loved

i asked her name why?

cos i wondered who took care of her when you went to south america

i was worried you had to give her away cos you loved her

& now i am copying notes

before even posting them

cos now worried they will get deleted before they exist

so thankyou

for that

just another thing

to carry

that worthless

that meaningless

that beneath you

that beneath your grace

why?

riddle for the fucking ages

i guess

who knows

who cares