Have been fighting with this illness called phantosmia since over ten years, so for a third of my entire life. But instead of it getting better, it got worse and keeps getting worse. This morning alone I already had 7ish phantosmia disturbances and everytime I have to interrupt my work and lay down. Mind you, this is a "good" day, on bad days I have to stay in the bed for the entire day because its that bad. And 2025 so far has had lots of bad days. Meanwhile both of my parents had cancer and mom has it again. Lastly it looks like there's already another healthproblem on the horizon for me . Being unable to work like normal first world country slaves, living in a society that does not appreciate open source projects, and denying help from big brother, is a recipe for disaster.