Same. I used to cheer for a swift and catastrophic collapse, so the globalists could be destroyed, and yes, so my stack of sats could buy more. But then I realized that's high time preference thinking, and really just unfeeling and dehumanizing.
Eventual collapse is inevitable. But bitcoiners aren't the ones trying to hasten the collapse; we're the ones holding up the walls and ceiling to give everyone else as much time as possible to escape before fiat's unavoidable demise.