i'm sorry i lost it.

it's because i have been fighting with nostr:nprofile1qqsy6xlem4czzfv56thty2qj6n858gxx2vwz5zk30nqtxn5ttrvsg4sppamhxue69uhkumewwd68ytnrwgq3samnwvaz7tmjv4kxz7fwwdhx7un59eek7cmfv9kqz9rhwden5te0wfjkccte9ejxzmt4wvhxjmctu7w86 over this issue for about a year straight before banning him from my site.

i eventually reinstated him.