Yeah. Existing in "the world" trying to keep my batshit philosophy to myself until I reach one of my friends. Then we download a stream of thoughts on to each other that we had kept pent up in normie land.
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I know the feeling. It puts us in the unenviable position of being the silent "wall flower" in normie land and an outright, batshit insane conspiracy theorist to anyone resembling a bitcoiner.