You seem empowered enough to get you to where you are in terms of body, mind, spirit.
Do you trust nature's way of communicating with your spirit?
You're empowered. I understand. Sometimes to get through the next roadblock you never saw coming that gave you a little bit of sweet chin music, kicking you down a peg. You need to relinquish the self-guidance that got you as far as you've come - and introduce a little more leash for your spirit (that you have armored up with positivity and nobility) and let it guide you organically.
I often find the roadblock that kicked me down a peg/vulnerable seems to dissipate after tucking the compass in my pocket, so-to-speak and letting organic intuition guide me.
It involves some trust. But that trust is in yourself and your own processes. Did you trust you're on the right path? Do you trust you followed it to where you are? Can you trust it to guide you to the next support ledge in your personal journey of discovery?